Monday, November 2, 2009

Money With My Name On It, Please.

Isn’t it great that I asked the Universe not too long ago to bring me money with my name on it, & now, I’m starting to see evidence that it is?

After the divorce, I was able to quit my job last year at the beginning of June & take a few months off to just relax & give myself the time to figure out what I’d really like to do. It was absolutely wonderful. Aside from doing some of the things I never thought possible, like horseback riding on a Tuesday afternoon on the beach & going to Paris, France to revel in the magnificence of the Eiffel Tower, I was able to do absolutely nothing & everything all at the same time. Whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted. I didn’t limit myself at all by any means. I mean, I didn’t go travel the world or buy designer everything, but I had such freedom to do what I wanted when I wanted. I slept in until I was ready to get out of bed & sometimes stayed in bed all day. I went shopping & bought whatever shouted “buy me” whether it was for me or for someone else. I ate at great restaurants, went to the movies, spent lots of time on the deck of my favorite coffee hangout & at the wine bar with my friends, visited family, attended weekend events like weddings, bbq’s, drank lots of good champagne out at the beach while watching sunsets, & drank lots of good champagne, period. SO much fun!!!

Here I am, over a year later, still able to do predominantly whatever I want, whenever I want. I’m a stay@home girl, right now, doing what I enjoy, what makes me feel really good, & what feels most like who I really am. I’m following my bliss, & as I’m following my bliss, doors are opening for me, good stuff is coming my way all the time & life keeps getting better & better all the time.

So, you might be wondering how it is I can stay@home when I have no job because no job basically equals no money, right??? You must have money in the bank that you’re living off of, right??? True, & no. But, stay with me here for a moment because this gets really good. My boyfriend, Zac, has been working for his grandpa for the last 13 years. The business was doing alright, but definitely nothing to write home about. In fact, Zac took home a whopping $15,000 for the last year!! And, I’m dead serious about that. Earlier this year, I was playing around with Zac & trying to see just how open he was at trying to create more business through the Law of Attraction. He was open to listening, but he was quickly losing interest. So, I decided to have a bit of fun with it. I knew Zac liked what he did (he appraises cars), he enjoyed meeting new people, he liked driving, but wanted the opportunity to do the appraisal himself if it was somewhere he wanted to go, or to pass it off to one of his independent contractors. So, I wrote a letter to my Universal Manager asking for more business, more clients who are more than willing to pay top dollar, to make the jobs easy, to give him great places to drive to & to make some of the cars fun cars to look at. It was pretty amazing & he must have been really open because with a few minor changes he did to his website & sending out a FEW letters to insurance agents (which was all inspired within him because I never made any mention to him, he seemed pretty content with how business was), he started receiving so much business, & today, his business is really booming.

I totally realize that the Universe has been taking care of me through flowing money to me through his business. Now, you can agree with me, or not. Doesn’t matter really whether you do or don’t. I do, & that’s what’s most important. We live very comfortably & we are not feeling deprived in any way. However, life is causing me to want my own money with my own name on it, now. Why??? Because, I see myself contributing to our bills, & plus there are SO many things I want to be, do & have… & I just like the freedom the idea of my own money has with it. I know I don’t want a typical 9-5 job. And, I don’t necessarily want to exchange my time for money. I have an idea that if I just continue doing what it is I love, what brings me joy, every day the Universe has to yield to me my desires. It’s Law. I realize I’m doing things differently. I’m never going to amass my fortune doing anything. I’m going to stay here, right where I am, & just appreciate it unendingly. I’m going to let Law of Attraction bring to me my fortune, however it can. I like what Jerry Hicks said when Esther asked him how much money was enough, “as much as I can spend.” I can spend a lot… I have a huge vibrational escrow & I have an unlimited amount of money in there. I think the Universe just basically asks, “Now what?” & it’s our job to answer back.

What’s interesting to me is that we think money can only come if we a) work for it, b) inherit it, or c) win it. But money is just energy. It’s flowing always & it’s just like anything else… what’s your belief about it? That’s usually what determines if money is going to flow into your experience & how it can flow into your experience. Some people believe they have to work for their money, which means they trade time & services for it. And, some people believe their efforts—how hard they work—are what determines the amount of money they can make. Some people believe, the better educated they are, the more money they will make. And, then there’s a whole bunch of other beliefs people have about money, like… it doesn’t grow on trees; money is bad, or the root of all evil; there just isn’t enough; people with money are happier. Well, anyhow, you know because you probably have a bunch of beliefs yourself, maybe some of them like the ones listed.

I just love money. Life is fine without money & life doesn’t get any easier with money, but having more money does allow one more freedoms to do whatever they choose. If you had a bank account with $1,000,000 dollars in it, guaranteed, or a veritable fortune that was held in a sort of vibrational escrow for you, & at any time you saw something you wanted, the money would just flow easily into your physical experience to you, what would you choose? What if you didn’t have to necessarily work hard for your money or even work for your money? I mean, trade your time for money? What if you could live your life doing what you love, what brings you joy, something you feel entirely good while doing, & money just flew into your experience through other resources? Sure, you’re thinking. That sounds good & all, but what exactly are those other resources if it’s not going to come to me through my work, or a job of some sort where I am paid for my time or services I provide? Well, that’s up to the Universe, you, & the desires in which you dream for yourselves that have been carved out of the life you’ve been living. Do you believe that? Could you believe that? If you do, or you are open to the possibilities of it being true, then the Universe, which has about a million different ways to bring you whatever you’re wanting, can, & will. And you say, “Oh, I’ll believe it when I see it.” And, there lies the problem because, my friends, you have to believe it before you see it. And, that’s the truth.

I believe somehow, someway, sooner rather than later, the Universe is bringing me all I need in order to get what it is I want because I’m a deliberate creator, & I say so, & the Universe yields to me. We made that agreement a long, long time ago. Luuvya, Universe! xoxo

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